I am not ready

Dear Hope,

This would be the last week of 2010. Next week, we are all going to enter a new year, year 2011. Time moves when you did not realised it. I'm going to be a year older, again! In fact, we are all going to grow older. I just wish that all of us would have a long life and in a pink of health.

I'm going to miss my pillow and bed.

This also means that the holiday is going to end very soon, class starts on January 3rd as I mentioned earlier, I hope I did! And, as usual, I am so not ready to go back. It's my last semester doing my first degree but I still couldn't find my will power. I hope I will soon find it because I really need it, I really do. I need to work extra hard this time around. Enough about it, I could only hope and pray at this point of time.

sigh* Yes, I do sigh a lot lately. Since, the holiday is over soon, so, I do have a lot to do list, but the most important and a priority in my list is to get my hair chop and I am planning to do it maybe this Wednesday. I'm planning to go to this new salon which is much nearer to my house. I don't know what to expect but wish me good luck.

Can I chop my hair like this? It's kind of cute, but am I cute?

I think I should go off to sleep now and try to wake up early tomorrow morning. Adjusting the time is a difficult task as well. I love sleeping =I

Sleeping,
Wish

I Just Had Sex

Not just yet. Haha. This song is addictive, I can't get it out from my head and Blake Lively is smokin' hot in this video ;)

School starts soon!
sigh

The Beat

"The scars of your love remind me of us
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love they leave me breathless
I can’t help feeling
We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart and soul
And you played it
To the beat"

I love Adele, she is one of my favourite :)

Scissors and Cut

Dear Hope,

The holiday is ending soon, the class will soon haunting me again on January 3rd, means I only have couple weeks before I'll get back to my life a lousy and grumpy student. However, this time around it would be a little bit different, because this would be my last semester for my first degree programme. (phew!) But life would be more difficult, as I have to make a vital decision in my life, on whether I should continue with the professional course, a one year programme, or should I stop, which I think is a stupid and ridiculous idea unless I'm a trust fund baby, or should I continue with master programme. Yes, I have a few months to think about it.

"I just like the stripes, into stripes right now, but hard to find.sigh"

Speaking of school starting soon, yes, it will give me some headache. I don't know why but it usually does. First, I need to get my hair done, my hair cut. At the moment I have a long Aslan the tiger from Narnia kind of hair (according to my brother), the longest that I ever kept. The problem here is on how and what style should I cut my hair? I done goggling on what hair sytle for 2011 and it doesn't help me much. I'm in a dilemma, any help?

"Should I coloured my hair blonde?lol making a statement"

Ok, that's about it lah! Hair cut. lol. There are some other major headache but I think I won't said it right now. Enough with one. Hair cut and yes, I need to shop, I don't know why, but I'm a shopaholic, I just need to shop, buy something give me alternate pleasure ;) And I miss my friends a lot, can't wait to see them, so we can have our time together again, arguing where to eat and what movie that we are going to watch. Miss them lots. xoxo

When is the right time to get my hair done?
Wish

Can I pull off this hair style?

Crazy

Shall we compare our hearts to a garden -
with beautiful blooms, straggling weeds,
swooping birds and sunshine, rain -
and most importantly, seeds.

I should be writing but, I just don't have the thought.
I might later.
I just hate love.

Hate Love,
Wish.

Suk

Dear Hope,

These pass few days, I don't know. Life can be sucks, and I think my life is kind of sucks. I hate reading love stories, that is what I've been doing these pass few days, and it makes me feel lonely at one point. I've give up on hoping long time ago, but now it seems that it struck be back. But someone does make me feel a little bit better, it says that it will happen when you less expected it and when it does, it is the perfect one. *sigh*

Lonely,
Wish

Apple

I thought his talent is much better than the JB, but sorry though, bit effeminate. First time I heard it, I thought it was a girl's song.

Democracy

"...all men are created equal, a phrase that the Yankees and the distaff side of the Executive branch in Washington are fond of hurling at us. There is a tendency in this year of grace, 1935, for certain people to use this phrase out of context, to satisfy all conditions. The most ridiculous example I can think of is that the people who run public education promote the stupid and idle along the industrious-because all men are created equal, educators will gravely tell you, the children left behind suffer terrible feelings of inferiority. We know all men are not created equal in the sense that some people would have us believe-some people are smarter than others, some people have more opportunity than others because they're born with it, some men make more money than others, some ladies make better cakes than others-some people born gifted beyond the normal scope of most men.

But there is one way in this country in which all men are created equal-there is one human institution that make a pauper the equal of a Rockefeller, he stupid man the equal of an Einstein, and the ignorant man the equal of any college president. That institution, gentlemen, is a court. It can be the Supreme Court of United States or the humblest J.P. court in the land, or this honorable court which you serve. Our courts have their faults, as does any human institution, but in this country our courts are the great levelers, and in our courts all men are created equal."

Excerpt from To Kill a Mockingbird by Harper Lee.

I've just finished reading this wonderful piece of literature by award winning Harper Lee, and the above is my favorite quotation from the book, where it says about equality, and yes it is true. Yes, I know I might be one of the late readers of this book but now I know why this is one of the book that one's must read before one's die. It's a simple love and human story. It'll tell you about human behaviour, and how pure it is from the view of pure hearted people.

When will I see your face again?

Dear Hope,

Quite a while eh? My life has been up and down so many times, I wonder how I survived? Currently this song actually reflects my current mood. I don't know why and don't ask me why so? Every now and then, I will have this whatever feeling and I sigh. I'm sure everyone does has their own whatever moment. I would really love to write more, but I don't have a word in my mind right now. It's a blank canvas. To tell you the truth, yeah the whatever feeling. (this is not even a complete sentence). I think I should just climb the bed and go to sleep and hope it will soon go away.

When will I see your face again?
Wish

Time

Time
sigh

Red Ribbon Day

December 1 is a World AIDS Day.
Wear your RED RIBBON and show your support to stop the spreading of HIV/AIDS and discrimination against people living with HIV/AIDS.

It also falls within the 16 days of activism against gender violence.
Forcing woman to have an unprotected sex is also a form of violence, woman has the right to a safe sex and to ask a man to use protection and to wear condom. Woman has the right to a healthy lifestyle, don't treat them like an animal because woman is also a human being, they has the rights to be safe.
Use condom! Stop the violence!